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ashley, 13, & loving life as a ginger. one direction=my life

nmdxoxo:

PLEASE READ THIS . * So I’m probably most definitely gonna get shit bc of this picture but ohh well; The first picture is a picture of my wrist a month ago, I was cut free with only scars. Now the second picture is of my wrists today. I know a lot of people look at me as an inspiration but I don’t want anyone to ever think cutting is good for you, I know I do it and shouldn’t be saying some of this but I don’t want anyone to start cutting just because they look up to me or whatever. Those scars on my wrist are nasty and ugly & I don’t EVER want to see these on anyone I care about wrists, or anyone’s in general for that matter. I’ve been selfish and I haven’t thought about others peoples feelings when they see my cuts cause I know It breaks my heart seeing other peoples cuts even people I don’t know. And that is why I’ve decided of today, I’m going to try and stop, now that’s not a promise I’m definitely going to stop because its hard but I’m going to try. Its not healthy for me or the ones that love me, I’ve lost people because of my cutting, I’ve been in such denial that I haven’t realized the pain i put on my wrist does affect everyone around me. I don’t want to be depressed and down all the time anymore, it gets tiring. I want to thank everyone who was ever there for me and helped or cared for me during my hard times & who didn’t give up. And to the “friends” who talked crap about me and put me down more, fuck you. You were never a friend to me and I will never give you a chance to be one. I want you to know i dont hate any of you who have ever tried to bring me down, i actually thank you. I thank you because you’ve made me a stronger and better person and you proved to me your not worth my time. So thanks “friends”. My hard times made me realize who are and aren’t my true friends, so once again thank you to those you were there for me and fuck you to those who weren’t. And to those people who are going through a rough time and feel like giving up, keep going. There’s nothing people would want to see more than seeing you fall, trust me. And I know I might not know everything your going through but I do know it’s hard. It’s hard to wake up every day and fake a smile, fake one for your friends, family, and teachers. You act like your okay when in reality you know your far from fine. I know what it’s like when someone asks you whats wrong and your excuse is “I’m just tired” or “I don’t feel good” cause you think they dont actually care. But let me tell you, some people DO care & you should know that there ARE people that love you. Including me, even though I might not know you, I still love you & if anyone ever needs anyone to talk to, I’m here. Please talk to me instead of making these ugly scars of your wrist, or doing something worse. My iPod; 973-291-2375 & you can always message me on here if u need to vent
Stay strong, I love you and so do other people. It gets better, I promise

27 notes - 9 April, 2012

loveebelen:

May the odds be ever in your favor.

brighter-than-the-stars:

liam you’re sooo cute

lunchtrae:

same

if-im-louder-would-u-see-me:

roxy-1d:

omg…

l0l

Listening to One Direction..

7,274 notes - 9 April, 2012